Monday, October 8, 2012

Holistic Journey



                8/2012                 10/2012
My physical well- being                     8                               8


My spiritual well- being                     7                               7


My psychological well-being             6                               6



   This assessment might seem negative, but the reality is that it is a positive one. I had previous knowledge on contemplative practices like meditation, loving kindness exercises and Chakra healing ,but never knew all the scientific benefits behind those practices. Due to multitasking and juggling college, work, family and personal time my psychological; spiritual and physical well-being has been affected.  Sometimes when you are trying to do many things at once nothing comes out good, but I chose to be in this predicament. I knew that going back to college was going to be a sacrifice on my personal time and I don’t regret my decisions because I am very close to the finishing line at least for now before until I start the MSN program.  I always meditated before going to sleep every night; now I incorporate everything that I learned like: mental training exercises, loving kindness, visualization, and Subtle mind meditation. 

    I am implementing changing perceptions of things from negative to positive and I am also implementing meditation techniques like calm-abiding exercises and practicing conscious awareness. I still don’t have time to do all my goals, but hopefully soon I will have the time. My overall experience with this class has been very rewarding and informative. This class was an eye opener to see that there is a new interest and approaches among doctors and other healthcare practitioners in holistic integral health. I thought that it will never come to current healthcare practices, but now I have hope that in the near future Alternative medicine will be part of the current health care options. 

   This aspect of healing brings a new insight into my current nursing practice. I am aware of the healing capabilities that every individual have and knowing the principles of integral healing such as: Holistic, evolutionary, intentional, person centered and dynamic will facilitate holistic integral healing and human flourishing. As integral practitioners we need to walk through the path of holistic integral healing in order to teach and empower others. This goal can be accomplished through mental training and contemplative practices, but it does require persistence, effort, time, and choice. I will always be in working progress until one day I will gain complete control of my thoughts, body and spirit and be able to reach nirvana. Until then, I will be enjoying the holistic integral journey. 

Best wishes and good luck to everyone.


 Namaste




Monday, October 1, 2012

Personal Goals of Integral Healing


I. Introduction
Why is it important for health and wellness professionals to develop psychologically, spiritually and physically? What areas do you need to develop to achieve the goals you have for yourself?

As integral practitioners we need to walk through the path of holistic integral healing in order to teach and empower others.  It is crucial to flourish psychologically, spiritually and physically. We need to have personal experience to gain the wisdom perspective and be able to promote integral healing to other clients or patients. I need to work and improve in all three areas of integral health. Psychologically is the main dilemma that requires more attention in my life as I feel to be out of balance in this area.  I need to worry less and replace negative thoughts with positive ones. I need to train my mind to be calm, quiet and liberated from the constant chatters that is happening all the time.

                                               II. Assessment

How have you assessed your health in each domain? How do you score your wellness spiritually, physically, and psychologically?

Based on a scale of 1 to 10 (1 being the lowest score and 10 being the highest score). Spiritually: I considered being at a 7, which is a medium score. I used to have time to visit the Buddhist temple almost every weekend and now I only have the time to go once every two months. I also used to go to meditation groups that to me was another way to connect psychological and spiritually to others, and now I only attend when I don’t have seminars from college. One practice that I am still doing is prayer.
Physically: I rate myself at an 8, but there is always room for improvement.  I continue to do cardiovascular exercise and eat a low carbohydrate diet, but I have stopped doing weigh training.  Since I started college it has been hard to manage my time and accomplish all my daily routines and obligations. I am lucky to have a free mini-Gym at my job, but it is very limited Gym  equipments. I try to maximize my time, by utilizing my lunch time to do 30-40 minutes of cardiovascular exercise, as a consequence I eat my lunch at my desk.  I also utilize that time that I am working out to read my reading assignments from college. As you can see I am always multi-tasking, but I don’t have the time to do weight training.  One of my goals is to incorporate weight training to my physical training.  Also I need to loose 10 more pounds to be at my target weight.

Psychologically: I consider being at a 5 which, I know to be an extremely low score.  My mind is very hyperactive constantly with internal chatter and filled with negative clutter of thoughts and emotions. Another problem is that I over analyze and worry about everything too much adding more stress to my life. I need to change my negative perceptions of things and replace them with positive thinking. 


III. Goal development

List at least one goal you have for yourself in each area, Physical, Psychological (mental health) and Spiritual.

My overall goal is to improve physically, spiritually and psychologically. I need to achieve balance in all aspect of life and reduce stress, negative thoughts and emotions and reduce suffering. I will be done with my Bachelor program this year. I am planning to continue to pursue my Master degree, but I am planning to take at least 6 months break and only take one class at a time. This action will increase my time to accomplish my goals.
Physically: My goal is to incorporate weight training into my exercise program. I am currently paying for a Gym membership, but rarely go so; I am planning to do weight training at the Gym at least 3 times a week. I am also going to incorporate dancing, yoga and spinning class into my workout routine.  All of these new routines will increase my physical health and achieve increase tone, reduce body fat, weight loss and reduce stress.

Psychologically: My goal is to practice calm abiding exercises to quiet my mind and reduce or eliminate negative emotions and clutter. I am also planning to alter my perception of stressors by replacing negative thoughts with opportunities and positive thoughts and emotions. I am planning to continue mental training like practicing mindfulness which means being a silent observer of your thoughts, actions and emotions.  The ability to observe yourself without judging yourself will promote to become a silent witness of your thinking thoughts and emotions. This practice will bring spontaneous positive change in my mind.

I need to start becoming consciousness of my breath, emotions, or sensation of my body or my thoughts. Mindfulness is the prelude to insight and  will give me  reassurance that  I am not  my emotions, thoughts,  but I am the observer of my body, thoughts and emotions . The observer becomes consciousness. Cultivating consciousness will promote to reach nirvana which means free from suffering and reaching enlightenment.
Spiritual: My goal is to increase my connection with God, my spiritual faith and beliefs. I don’t consider myself to have one specific religion, but definitely I am very spiritual and respect all religions. My philosophy and vision of life make me lean more toward Buddhism as is perceived as teaching of the Buddha and his followers, which indicate that by destroying greed, hatred, and delusion, which the causes of all suffering, man are can attain enlightenment which means free from sufferings.

                                      IV. Practices for personal health

What strategies can you implement to foster growth in each of the following domains; Physical, Psychological, and Spiritual. Provide at least two examples of exercises or practices in each domain. Explain how you will implement each example.

Physical: I will continue to eat healthy and eat a low carbohydrate diet. I have done multiple diets throughout my life however, the one that works for me and that is easier to do is a low carbohydrate diet. I will continue my exercise regimen and incorporate weight training, yoga, dancing and spinning classes. Having a variety in workout regimens reduces boredom and makes it fun to do.

Psychological: The most important contemplative practice that I can implement to improve this area is meditation, physical exercise, and calm-abiding and loving-kindness exercises. I am planning to continue mental training like practicing mindfulness meditation and become the observer of my body, thoughts and emotions activating consciousness. According to Dacher (2006)  having the control and a  witnessing mind “ will liberate ourselves from lifelong slavery to our mental movements, gain the capacity to choose where our attention goes, access our clear and still mind, and create the foundation for calm-abiding and integral health” (p.73). Once I am able to meet my goals my psychological wellbeing and interpersonal relationships will begin to flourish.

Spiritual:  I will continue to pray at night and in the morning for at least 5-10 minutes a day. As study shows prayers heals the body and the soul. I am planning to start going to my Buddhist temple at least twice a month to practice mindfulness meditation with the monks. I will go to my meditation groups at least once a week and be connected with them spiritually through meditation.
V. Commitment

How will you assess your progress or lack of progress in the next six months? What strategies can you use to assist in maintaining your long-term practices for health and wellness?

I am planning to create a visual board with picture of all my goals. I will try to acquire pictures of myself or cut and paste from magazine doing all of these activities. Hanging this board in my bedroom and see it every day will remind and motivate me to accomplish my goals.
Visualization helps to focus and internalize my physical, psychological, and spiritual goals. By internalizing my goals it will become my reality. Also I am planning to keep a journal of all of practices and activities promoting my goals. Every week I will read my journal and this task will facilitate and track my daily accomplishments. Goals need to be re-evaluated and adjusted to new needs or wishes periodically. The integral vow means caring for ourselves and others and abiding by sacred rules. Dacher (2006) emphasizes on self-development, profound and in-depth knowledge of the integral vision, a genuine desire for health happiness, and healing, treating others as sacred beings, uphold the ethical principles of a spiritual life cultivating a healing presence fostering self healing in others, holding life as precious and unique and serving others (pp.172-173). The path to integral health starts by making all the changes that you need and want in your life like fitness, spiritual or healthy goals. In order to really be able to assist advice or help our patients, we have to be educated and experienced in integral health and well-being. As healers we need to constantly incorporate contemplative practice into our life in order to advise and heal others. Best wishes and good luck in all your endeavors it has been a pleasure having this class and enjoying all of your wisdom and dedication. Thank you for reading my blog. Namaste

The following Pictures are from the Buddhist temple that I visit here in Miami, Florida





Tuesday, September 25, 2012

My Favorite meditation practices


My favorite meditations practices from this class have been subtle mind and Visualization meditation but I have to confess the Rainbow meditation is also my favorite.

Subtle mind meditation has many beneficial components like: abandoning and clearing your negative thoughts and constant negative chatting inside your brain and replacing with positive ones. Another way to perceive this dilemma is by abandoning no-virtue which is the cause of suffering and practice virtue, the cause of happiness. Transforms negative motivation into positive so that your actions will become virtuous. Meditating on emptiness prevent our mind from coming under the control of delusions and free ourselves of disturbing thoughts and immediately experience peace and satisfaction, free ourselves from suffering and attain enlightenment. All of these benefits will transform my mind and help me gain control of my thoughts and emotion and promotes integral health of the mind, body and spirit.

Visualization meditation I was able to focus and visualized my healer and become interconnected with the healer. Visualization meditation is very powerful and can be custom made to your needs. If done persistently and effectively it will increase loving kindness, love, peace, health and bliss in your life.

The rainbow meditation reminded me of healing the chakras with visualizations practices. It does help visualize felling of Groundedness, centered love, ability to love, meaningful purpose,  balance, and  interconnectedness. This practice promotes and facilitates all of these virtues.



Meditation has fostered an increase in my psychological or spiritual wellness. As a result to daily meditation practice, I am able to increase my holistic focus and detach from negative emotions and enjoy wholeness, love, peace and kindness more often than before.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Meeting Asclepius Guided Meditation





Meeting Asclepius is a guided meditation exercise that focuses in visualizing an inner healer and a spiritual guide. The exercise starts by sitting in a comfortable position. Closing your eyes and begin visualizing a person who is wise and has a kind heart, it can be someone you know or you can make someone up. I was able to visualize a Buddhist monk who has previously advised me in the past which I have met in the Buddhist temple that I frequently visit. His head is shaved and he wears an orange robe. He became my wise spiritual adviser and inner healer. Once I was able to focus and visualized my healer the exercise was internalized. I visualized a white beam of light shinning from the crown of his head, and then I was able to visualized shining white light from his head to my forehead, then to my throat. This light was purifying my thoughts and speech and full of loving kindness and peace. The final visualization was visualizing the white light shinning from his heart to my heart and penetrating and infusing my soul with love, respect, bliss, kindness, health and peace.

 Meditation has fostered an increase in my psychological or spiritual wellness. As a result to daily meditation practice, I am able to increase my holistic focus and detach from negative emotions and enjoy wholeness, love, peace and kindness more often than before.
The statement “one cannot lead another where one has not gone himself ( Dasher, 2006). Means to me, that you lead others by example. I do believe in this concept 100% in everything you do in life. We have an obligation to our patients or clients to be developed in health psychologically, physically, and spiritually Incorporating integral health into our life is essential in order to heal or teach others integral health. In order to really be able to assist advice or help our patients, we have to be educated and experienced in integral health and well-being. Also have personal experience in from loving-kindness, calm-abiding and the subtle mind exercises. As healers we need to constantly incorporate contemplative practice into our life in order to advise and heal others. 

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Universal Loving-Kindness mediation


The first part was to practice the Universal Loving-Kindness mediation. We were to close our eyes for a minute or two, rest into the natural ease of our mind and body and repeat the following phrases for 10 minutes:

May all individuals gain freedom from suffering.
May all individuals find sustained health, happiness, and wholeness.
May I assist all individuals in gaining freedom from suffering.
May I assist all individuals in finding health, happiness, and wholeness.

This exercise was very nurturing, healing and therapeutic for me. Embracing and asking for collective happiness, health and wholeness brings a sense of calm and peace to my soul. 


Assess the four aspects of integral health which are: psycho-spiritual, biological, interpersonal and worldly. Then, determine which aspect in your life needs more attention.

I realized that the area that needs my attention the most is interpersonal. This area encompasses interpersonal relationship with family and community. At work, being too honest and reacting to situations too fast has caused me stress at work and with co-workers. I need to learn not to react so fast and observe my behaviors and my thoughts first, and then act. Also I need to practice the art of silence more often. Also, I need to focus and improve my relationship with my teenage son. He is at a very difficult stage in life with multiple pressures and I need to find the time to listen and help him with his problems. Also I need to improve my listening skills without being judgmental of actions or behaviors. The most important contemplative practice that I can implement to improve this area is meditation, physical exercise, and calm-abiding and loving-kindness exercises. Once I am able to meet my goals my interpersonal relationships will begin to flourish.


Monday, September 3, 2012

Subtle Mind Practice


The loving kindness exercise is easier to do compare to the Subtle Mind practice. Loving-kindness exercise the focus is on opening your heart to love and forgiveness by taking in the suffering of others. Which opens the heart to others and diminishes self-centeredness and the second is the subtle mind exercise; which means taming and training our mind to diminish the ceaseless mental movements of thoughts, feelings and images. This task can be a challenge especially the mind’s constant tendency to cling to random thoughts, movements, images and emotions.  Obtaining a witnessing mind is having the ability to stop the mind’s tendency to cling to random thoughts, movements, images and emotions.  According to Dacher (2006)  having the control and a  witnessing mind “ will liberate ourselves from lifelong slavery to our mental movements, gain the capacity to choose where our attention goes, access our clear and still mind, and create the foundation for calm-abiding and integral health” (p.73). I think that once we evolve from the witnessing mind to calm-abiding we start to see the transformation of our self through all three; mind, body and spirit even after so many years of meditation practice, I still have problems calming my mind and accomplishing mental stillness.  

The best way to control your thoughts and achieve Calm –abiding mind is by focusing on your breath. Every time you mind wonders you need to redirect to your breath. This is very simple exercise but at the beginning can be a challenge until the mind becomes used to it. As indicated by Dacher with practice and patience, the active mind is gradually tamed and subdued. It is transformed from busyness to sustained and effortless stillness. I have tried this exercise of focusing on your breath to redirect your thought and in my personal experience there are some days that I can do it easily and others that become almost impossible. There is a connection between spiritual, mental and physical wellness. These are essential for integral health.  The rewards are worth the effort, like: intention replaces reactivity, peace, serenity, wisdom, and loving-kindness.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Mental Workout


My experience with the loving Kindness meditation was very enlightening. The first phase of taking in the suffering of your love ones seemed very easy and I was able to connect with them in a spiritual way. As I progressed to the second phase of friends it was still easy to do it and the experience became natural. As I did the last phase of taking in the suffering of my enemies and practiced forgiveness it did became hard at the beginning, but then the weight started to lift off my body and I was able to do it. Somehow I was able to connect with them and I was able to offered forgiveness. Metal workout means that we need to train our mind for psycho-spiritual conditioning and it does require a repetitive practice and perseverance. There are two main contemplative practices. The first is loving-kindness which opens the heart to others and diminishes self-centeredness and the second is the subtle mind; which mean taming and training our mind to diminish the ceaseless mental movements of thoughts, feelings and images. The ultimate goal is to achieve witnessing consciousness and calm-abiding mind. According to Dacher these two practices help us to tame and train the mind, open the heart, expand consciousness, and progress us toward psycho-spiritual flouring. Research has proven that contemplative practice reduces stress, improves health and  promotes spiritual well- being. The best way to promote psychological health in my life is to practice daily meditation and connect to nature as much as possible. I love to feel the energy in a plant, the sun, the moon and ultimately the beach.